Sannyasi secretary health risks

Rarely mentioned casualty of “cute, unmarried sannyasi secretary” tattva, which was introduced in ISKCON after Srila Prabhupada left, are secretaries themselves. You see, they are replaceable.

So far, we covered Sucinund baba’s history till 2005, when he met Bhanu Nandini. But before that, he had another secretary, who died in 2011. As soon as Sucinund baba met Bhanu Nandini, his previous secretary’s health started to deteriorate. Coincidence? Maybe.

In EUROGBC article which is reproduced below in full, Sucinund baba’s brainless servants say: For more than ten years she was totally dedicated to her secretary service to Srila Sacinandana Swami. Since few years already her health was seriously deteriorating.

Now, let us do the math, if they said in 2011 that she was his servant for more than 10 years, that means that this lila started around 2000, or maybe even in previous century.

This is what GBC wants. Every sannyasi to have totally dedicated female secretary.

This article is clear indication how Euro GBC is shamelessly promoting female secretary tattva on their website. Well, I don’t think Srila Prabhupada would agree, he calls women secretary for a sannyasi, a “bad habit”:

In the name of religion you do all nonsense rascaldom, and if the leader approves, “Yes, you can do.” Vivekananda did it. Vivekananda did it. “Yes, there is no difference between eating meat and not meating eat in terms of religious system.” He preached this, and all the sannyāsīs of Ramakrishna Mission, they eat meat, they drink, they have WOMAN SECRETARY, and everything. This Chinmayananda also like that. I know his whole history. Unless one is purely Kṛṣṇa conscious, one cannot give up ALL THESE BAD HABITS. This is the test. (Morning walk — April 24, 1974, Hyderabad)

However, Prabhupada’s statements are long forgotten, and sannyasi minister Prahladananda Swami, who is supposed to fix things, is engaged covering things up instead of draining the swamp.

Further down in the article, authors say: It is natural that one feels an increased sense of renunciation and sincerity of purpose when a near and dear one leaves the body. This is the pinnacle of hypocrisy, Ramesh sannyasi who had girlfriends for last 20 years speaks about renunciation.

My message to all ISKCON sannyasis is: It is natural that one feels increased sense of renunciation after he ends up on Hanuman’s website.

Mind refresher, full history of Sucinund baba, Ramesh follower, and founder of multi-secretary movement:


Full dandavats article (bold added by me)

Dear Devotees

Please accept my humble obeisances, all glories to Srila Prabhupada.

It is with great sadness that I am announcing the passing away from Sadanandi Devi Dasi.

For more than ten years she was totally dedicated to her secretary service to Srila Sacinandana Swami. Since few years already her health was seriously deteriorating.

Today Srila Sacinandana Swami was singing for her during the entire day and this evening I came to replace him for this service. After chanting Hare Krsna Maha mantra for few hours, we started to sing the glorification of her deities with the melody of Srila Prabhupada (like we usually do at the end of our kirtan). At that time Sadanandi’s breathing became extremely peaceful and she open her eyes before giving her last breath.

Thank you for all your prayers and support to this wonderful and exemplary Vaisnavi.

Your servants from Gaura-bhavan.

Dear Devotees

Hare Krsna

With a moved heart I am annoucing that our dear Sadanandi Dasi passed away this early morning (7 April) at 00h25.

Gurudeva stayed during the entire day to sing the Holy Name at her side and I came to continue the service after 22h00. At that time Sadanandi’s breathing was already much slower. We kept on singing the Holy Name all the time.

After singing the Maha-mantra for a long while, I became inspired to glorify deities with the melody of Srila Prabhupada like we usually do at the end of our kirtan. I glorified her deities “Sri Sri Radha Govinda” and many others. When I was singing Jaya Krnsa Balaram Jaya Girigovardhan… Sadandi’s breathing became very very peaceful and she started to open her eyes. I kept on singing Jaya Prabhupada, Jaya Gurudeva and Jaya Radhey when she finally gave her last breath.

Right after her deparature was an amazing loving atmosphere all around us and we felt that Sadanandi had gone for her divin journey home.

It is with a lot of gratitude that our team from Gaura-bhavan want to thank all of you for your prayers, good wishes and support to Sadanandi Dasi.

Your servant Gaurahari dasa

Kadamba Kanana Swami:

Dear Vaisnavas, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I read Sacinanda Maharaja’s deep and heartfelt letter and also Gaurhari’s account of Sadanandi’s departure. Although from time to time we heard over the last few years that Sadanandi’s health was failing, still with a younger person like her you kind of think that she’ll get over it. So the news of her departure came sudden and unexpected. For years Sadanandi was Sacinanda Maharaja’s secretary and because Maharaja himself is not so active on e mail, she was like the Voice of Sacinandana Swami. Although her life was short, it was auspicious, she embodied the qualities of faithfullnes, steadiness and dedication in service to her spiritual master. This is the way to attain succes, she used the time she had alotted in this world, very well. By the mercy of Sri Guru, Srila Prabhupada and Lord Caitanya simply by being a dedicated servant, one can attain the supreme destination or continue in such service life after life. Hare Krsna, your servant, Kadamba Kanana Swami

Sacinandana Swami:

At the hospital bed of Sadanandi dasi – reflections while trying to assist my dying secretary in her final journey

Oh eternal soul Trapped in a dying body Now it’s time for you to go.

Cut the rope of your remaining attachments By the sword of devotion And go – please go Don’t fear- yes, there were many tests on the way but you passed them all Radha and Krsna are by your side – They are already waiting.

That is about as far I came in my little address to Sadanandi. I had just entered the emergency ward and stood before her bed. It was obvious: She was in her last stage fighting with death. Then suddenly I was overwhelmed by a hurricane of emotions and, in the midst of tears, broke down.

Even in her state of coma, Sadanandi looked like an angel. She was breathing heavily – apparently not noticing her surroundings. But I could sense – she was still there. The soul was awake, even in her finished body.

The rest is quickly told: we sang for 8 and half hours the maha-mantra. After a quick bathroom visit I saw how two nurses took out the second patient, who had just died. His wheel-bed rolled by. Good that he heard the Kirtan. Sadanandi’s Mother was there caressing her head and arm – crying and preparing for the final good-bye. ‘When will death come?’, I asked the doctor when he removed the artificial life-prolonging machines one after the other. ‘Within the next 24 hours!’, he answered with a sad smile (everyone liked Sadanandi immediately). ‘There is nothing we can do for her any longer. The internal bleeding just can’t be stopped. Her liver is dead, kidneys don’t work and then there is this dangerous virus, and….. Only one strong pain killer is still administered.’

After 7 hours of maha-mantra, the male nurse Till came and wanted to speak: ‘I congratulate you. What a wonderful atmosphere! I have never seen this before. Most people who come here die alone. It is me who has to be their best friend, their lover, father, mother, brother, sister – everyone in one – because there are not many people who dare to confront the great unknown – death.’ ‘Why is that?’, I asked. ‘Most probably because they are reminded of their own death – and then their whole present life is questioned. Death always puts one disturbing question with three fat question marks behind everything we do in our life. Is it really worth it???

I was surprised of the depth of Till’s answer – who quickly added: ‘I wish that when my time comes, people like you are around me, singing.’

Dear readers, how can I write down what happened next – who of you will believe me? Please try:

One kirtan was so wonderful that I felt inspired to leave this world in my mind, and go to Goloka Vrindavana. There, under a wish-fulfilling desire tree, I entered the presence of the Divine Couple and presented Sadanandi’s case: ‘Here is Sadanandi, my wonderful disciple. She was initiated in the parampara where Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu appeared and where Srila Prabhupada spread Krsna consciousness. All her devotional life was filled with service, she was kind to all devotees and tried her best to increase her attachment to You. She loved Your own home, the sacred forest of Vrndavan, and….. (as I tried to find a point which was best describing Sadanandi, an idea came to my mind) Yes, her most frequently used word was ‘thank You’ referring to all the spiritual gifts she received. Kindly, kindly accept her.’ At that moment the Divine Couple seemed to smile, and Srimati Radharani took a flower and handed it to Sadanandi. Then she said: “We are already waiting for you”. (Please don’t get me wrong: I am not claiming to be directly in contact with the Lord. It was in meditation only.) Yayoo, yayoo, yayoo….. I was quickly pulled back to emergency room. One of the monitors suddenly made noise to indicate that her heart beat had accelerated. Maybe that was a good sign? It was around 10.30 PM when we left the room. Something in me told me that Sadanandi dasi would prefer to start her final journey in my absence. It is known that those who die suffer great pain when they see people around them to whom they are most connected.

In the meantime, Gaurahari and Rangadevi had arrived to replace us. And at 00.30 AM – the beginning of the new day – the telephone rang in Gaura-bhavan: Instantly I knew; Sadanandi had just left!! Gaurahari was on the phone and described the last minutes of Sadanandi in these words: “as we were doing kirtan, Sadanandi’s breath became longer and longer. Her mother had for a moment fallen asleep and her head rested on the shoulder of her daughter. All of a sudden I felt inspired to glorify Srila Prabhupada and her Deities with ‘Jaya Prabhupada!’ and ‘Jay Sri Sri Radha Govinda!’ and then I sang glorifications to Krsna-Balaram and different places she liked to go in Vrndavan. Sadanandi’s breathing became very peaceful and, all of a sudden, she opened her eyes wide and looked at me. She must have felt: now is the time! I kept on singing ‘Jaya Prabhupada!’, ‘Jaya Gurudev!’ and ‘Jaya Radhey!’ when she finally breathed her last.

Right after her departure there was an amazingly loving atmosphere all around us and we felt that Sadanandi had gone on her divine journey back home, back to Godhead…”

In closing this little article I want to say a deep heartfelt thank you first of all to Elfie, the wonderful mother of Sadanandi, and then to our little team in Gaura-bhavan who showed such a wonderful example of the community of care: Gaurahari, Rangadevi and Bhanu-nandini dasi. Now I want to also thank all the devotees who have visited her, like Gadadhar das and the devotees from the Dharma castle, Amara prabhu, Nrsimha-priya, Suzanne, Katja, Mr Klebig, Helmut, Marei … etc etc

And I want to extend a hearty thank you to all the devotees who have prayed, done kirtan etc. Really, I am moved. I think all around the world devotees prayed and produced a supportive atmosphere of blessings. Thank you, thank you, thank you. At this time we are naturally grieving, but in our hearts of hearts we feel simultaneously happy. The journey went just like Sadanandi always wanted her departure to be. Radha and Krsna were really with her all the time. And death lost its horror.

Sacinandana Swami

Ps. Let me end with a wonderful verse which comes to mind when I think of Sadanandi:

“Though engaged in all kinds of activities, My pure devotee, under My protection, reaches the eternal and imperishable abode by My grace.“BG 18.56 To a devotee who is thus engaged in Krsna consciousness the Lord is very, very kind. In spite of all difficulties, he is eventually placed in the transcendental abode, or Krsnaloka. He is guaranteed entrance there; there is no doubt about it. In that supreme abode, there is no change; everything is eternal, imperishable and full of knowledge. (Srila Prabhupada’s purport to Bg 18.56)

A personal word to the readers:

It is natural that one feels an increased sense of renunciation and sincerity of purpose when a near and dear one leaves the body. I am aware that most of you know Sadanandi personally – so deep feelings will naturally move your heart – and lots of grief. But there is a wonderful dimension in all of this: Krsna’s plan. In addressing you personally, it is important for me to share one point which became very obvious to me: Her whole departure was really under the care of Krsna. He kept His promise, that he will protect His devotees. Of course, during the last year we were sometimes pained to witness the failing struggle of Sadanandi to regain her health, but now in retrospect all makes sense: Some old karmic debts were used by the Lord to detach her from this world and attach her to Him. One of her last sentences to me was: “I think that I am ready to go now.” And a little later: “Yes, I want to go. More service is waiting.”

This article originally appeared on Lasting Impression website

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